I need motivation....I lost myself

Be confident and work hard. You are a good person. Hide your feelings from others, and don’t waste your time thinking about what you have already lost. You still have so much to do in this world. I know it’s really hard to overcome your current situation, but you must take care of yourself. Nobody is with you right now, and your parents are far away. You can’t show your sadness to anyone because it will hurt them. Cry only in front of God—He knows you better than anyone. Try to smile and be happy. Nothing bad will happen. You are a good person, so don’t hurt yourself.